I think its interesting the way girls interact with me. here lately , Girls treat me like an adorable puppy, who was cute from far away. They look and say "aww how cute id love to get to know him" and then I mention " oh by the way I'm unemployed" The door shuts and i hear from them no more.
what is the deal with that? I never said I was a slacker just sitting on my butt,although some of my ex;s would have you beleive that. I do actually look for employment. Yes i do have a beleif that I am above a McDonald's typr job, but thats because I went through eight years of college, I was told that If i finished , i could do whatever i wanted. So yes i think I'm a little entitled .
But then Girls that I talk to, don't want to take things slow and things where go. they want marriage, and kids. which is all fine and dandy, but instead of giving me time to prove myself, I have to present them with a resume of how responsible am. if thats what I have to do, then i never want to date again. I want someone to love me for me, not what I can do for them.
the statement i keep hearing is " why do I have to wait for you to grow up?" I'm not trying to be a kid forever. I know i need responsibilites. but to me having a job and having a car dosen;t mean your grown up. I know olenty of people that have both of those and still act like their in high school. instead of thinking for themselves. they quickly jump from relationship to relationship, they tell the man whatever he wants to hear.
I'm tired of being considered inferior and stupid because I'm male, or because i don't have a job. im not. i think the reason my relationship of four years failed is because i was'nt willing to cow. the family its self was ruled by women, the men of the family never showed any backbone. I did, and created ripples and waves. I was told to obey every whim of grandma, no matter how crazy it sounded. i usally went along with it. but i began to buck the norm. because i refuse to be whipped.